Graceful Assassin

…happened as of late. I haven’t been up on here for what feels like years. None of you people will read this so I don’t even know why I’m typing this at all.

For starters, my dog died February this year. That fucked me up bad. I was out at school when it happened. With the combined stress of her surgery on her leg and not being able to fully adjust with the anesthetic along with carbon monoxide poisoning, it overwhelmed her system and she had a resulting heart attack/stroke. She died by my computer chair in my room cause that’s where I’d usually be with homework and internets. It wasn’t until her passing and I petted her goodbye at the vets office that I realized how socially awkward and along I really was.

Distressed, I dropped out of college and stated to work throw myself into work which later fueled my shopping addiction in order to fill this hollowness I had acquired, as cliche as that sounds, it was depressingly true.

I still went to Famine and bought a shit ton of stuff and then I left CA to go all the way to Florida. I went there for my 21st birthday and stayed in the Animal Kingdom Lodge and woke up to giraffes and gazelles but the place had no wi-fi or Internet of any kind or TV so it was kinda creepy at night. Florida is hot as balls in July, btw. I don’t know why old people want to retire there where it’s hot and there’s a 65% chance of having an alligator make a nest in your backyard.

Me, my mom, my aunt, and my Jew friend Rachel stayed there for about 12 days and for 2 days we went to Universal Studios and went to both parks. My favorite was Adventure Island and the Hogwartz Castle. My least favorite was all the rude ass Brazilian kids there on vacation. I know know what Eric Catrman was going through on that one episode of South Park when he was bitching about the lines in an amusement park and sympathize with him.

I got a Ravenclaw School Cloak and tie and Sirus Black’s Wand.

When September finally did roll around, I guilted my mom into letting be get another dog. We got another free puppy from one of my aunts who’s dog gave birth while I was in Flordia. Her name is Charlie and she is an Alpha Female and ever time I go to sleep I fear for my face. She wakes me up every morning by biting my nose and jumping on my tummy. She’s a maltipoo (Maltese Poople Mix) and her teeth are like a shark.

I dropped out of college this semester aswell and got fired from my job because I was hired under someone who was improving sales production of our store which does not make sense and am currently trying to locate another job and a different college seeing as I have burned all my ties at my last one.

It’s Christmas time now. I got an iPad 2, Monster Hunter Protable 3rd for PS3 amd IdolMaster 2, Skyrim, and Modern Warfare 3. I bought my mom a Kindle Fire and some Sapphire Earrings with what money I had left from my job.

I’m hoping to turn to college next year and find a job. My goal for the summer into get out of America and go somewhere that isn’t here.

-Kat